2day?

da's still hangin in there, no new tests or treatment, he's even gaining weight, will he b sent home again? It's lookin like.  I'm feelin a little more normal but its sure takin a lot

more  favored blogs quiet 10 days or more, sad



doing a lot of magical thinking regarding the old one,
how much time is left? if I do -A- will there b another year? is another year realistic? 6 months? weeks? less?

the only thing more frightening (@ this time) than contemplating my own mortality is contemplating his

do want 2 b the good dotter? if he's angry @ me when he dies, can I live with that?

“Crime is a trillion-dollar-a-year problem. The average psychopath will be convicted of four violent crimes by the age of forty. And yet hardly anyone is funding research into the science. Schizophrenia, which causes much less crime, has a hundred times more research money devoted to it.”“Because schizophrenics are seen as victims, and psychopaths are seen as predators. The former we feel empathy for, the latter we lock up.”  Dr. Kent Kiehl