more  favored blogs quiet 10 days or more, sad



doing a lot of magical thinking regarding the old one,
how much time is left? if I do -A- will there b another year? is another year realistic? 6 months? weeks? less?

the only thing more frightening (@ this time) than contemplating my own mortality is contemplating his

do want 2 b the good dotter? if he's angry @ me when he dies, can I live with that?